:: IF ::

If only i have anymore heart,i'll spare it to you...
But,i just only a heart and that heart is for everybody in my life...
Even only half of my heart that i spare to you,but its mean a whole world to me...
I don't regret it to spare half of my heart to you,because you deserve it...

If i have only have 3minutes to live my life,i'll do it right...
I will spare a minutes to hold you in my arms,a minutes to see your face..
And for another minutes i will spare with you and whispering to you that
I love You so much and u mean a world for me...

:: UNTITLED ::

jaz wanna share some of my fav view...

amacam,cntek bukan...

hik3... =P

:: MULUT CM LONGKANG ::

salam...

even aku mula kn mukadimah dgn bek tp isi nya agk kurang sopan,harap maaf en.blog...

aku hnye nk stry mory yg apa aku adaptasi dr realiti skang...

disebab kan ade beberapa entry nk d update so utk yg nie aku nk nuki kn skit ja,

hasil dr ketidak puas hati-an aku...

'KALAU NK WT KEJE WT JEW LA,MULUT 2 XYAH JLN SKALY LEY X...

KLU RASA NK WT 2 WT SNYP,XYAH NUNJUK,WT BG ABEZ JA LA XYAH NK 

HEBOH2 BGTAU YG KO JA WT KEJE...ORG LEN PN BUAT KEJE,XYAH NK ASSUME YG ORG LEN XWT KEJE...JGN MULUT CM LONGKANG....' 

ok siap hasil nukilan ketidak puas hati-an ku...

grrrrr 

:: ENTRY ::

OK..

ari nie aq akn update beberapa entry hasil dr sakit aty,sakit kaky n sakit mata....

:: EMPTY ::

kan kew senang kalau aku boleh ungkapkan ia dgn kata2...
krn apa yg aku rasa sekarang xdpt aku ungkapkan dgn kata2...
aku tahu ape yg d maksud kn,tp knp masih lagi aku xdpt ungkapkan ia dgn kata2...
i'm blur n confused rite,seriously i feel empty wifout anythng...
but still other side of me said dat its something n then y xdpt gak aku ungkapkan...
even kalau d ungkapkan sekali pun,r they mean something???
sure it will be something,then i should said it out loud...


"I MISS N LOVE U SO MUCH DAD!!!"


i miss u so much,n i really need u by my side now...
coz im not strong enough 2 stand here all by myself...
even apa pn,u still my dad n I LOVE U DAD...
i always love u,always miss 2 argue wif u bout anythng,that what people call father-son-conversation...
2 yg wt kte rpat,tp it seems dat conversation already gone,n i miss it everytime i take my breath...
i know dad,im 2 stubborn 2 admit it that im wrong n u r rite...
but it seems u let me win,2 make u hppy...
i never seen that until now when i miss u....
im crying all nyte thinking bout u dad,coz u r my everythng even what people said about u dad...
please 4give me 4 what im do 2 u,please let me hugs u jaz one time again coz i really need ur warm n comfort hugs dats make me feel safe n tenang...


DAD
u r my hero,u r my saviour,u r my life n u r my everythng...
dad,i miss u...
i want u 2 knw that ur son here really2 need u...
i beg u,please let me have ur warm hugs...


I LOVE U DAD...

:: ADA APA DENGAN 21? ::

ada apa dgn 21 nie???
ape mkne nye???
adakah ia sekadar nombor???
ada apa???


ok3...
genap 8hb Feb 2011 nie,genap la usia nya...
sudah 21bln aq n c dia menempuh mcm2 rintangn b'sama...
ssh senang suka duka tangis tawa kami kongsi b'sama....
segala nya kami hadapi dgn kesabaran n kongsi segala...


mmg ada kala nya kami gaduh,slah pham n mcm2 la...
tp 2 sume lumrah hidup b'pasangn...
kalau x rase sume 2 xde la nikmat b'pasangn...
bak kata pepatah;
"sedangkan lidah lagi t'gigit,ini kn pula hidup b'pasangn"


so dgn b'pegang pepatah 2,aq hadapi ia dgn sbar...
walau pahit ku telan jua,tiada yg sempurna kn...
even ade kala aq sndr terasa aty,mrah n geram kt c dia 
tp aq xmahu luah kn....
aq mahu dia tau yg dia ada lah insan yg ckup sempurna utk
d jadikn pasangn....


yes!!!
mmg dia ckup sempurna d mata ku...
xkesah la pew org nk kata,aq still syg kn dia...
bia la aq d anggap jiwang kew apa,ada ku kesah...
karya ku,nukilan ku...


di ketika ini aq mula t'kenang saat aq melamar c dia...
melamar????bkn jd isteri la,tp teman istimewa...
mmg dia istimewa,insyaallah ada jdoh nxt time lamar jd bini lak... ;)
d ketika aq mahu meluah kn kata aty nie sgt getir dlm idup ku...


mmg getir krn aq xpenah lamar ane2 gegul dpn2...
1st time k,gugup der....
mmg xkeruan aq time 2....
bkn nk kata,tp mmg kelihatan....
peluh jantan kuar abez,mke dh pucat+malu....
tp aq gagah kn jua,xnk t'lpas 2....


alhmdllh aq d terima utk jd kn dia teman istimewa ku....
aq sgt2 bertuah,syukur n berterima kasih....
even mcm2 dugaan aq alami mase 2 tp b'jaya aq harungi...


smpi la sekarang,8hb Feb 2011...
genap 21bln kami b'pacaran,syukur alhmdllh...
moga hubungn nie kekal n bahgia ke akhir nya...
insyaallah,amin....


NURUL AFIFAH BTE ADIT
name nie akn kekal selmanya d aty ku...
dia lah yg telah m'cair kn aty ku...
dia la insan yg sempurna d mata ku...
she one in a million!!!

nie pic 1st official date kteowg...
ha,2 la c dia yg ku mksd kn...
sgt2 sweet!!!!
i luv u syg!!! ;)






















here ade 1 lgu aq nk tujukn kt dia...

ok lah,smpi sini dulu nukilan ku,utk mengenang 21bln usia pacaran kami...
b4 aq undur kn diri...
HPPY 21st MONTH ANNYVERSARY DEAR...
I LUV U SO MUCH...
ddy syg mmy!


from heart,
ddy

:: SENYUM ::

Biarkn ku tersenyum,

Walau senyum ku itu palsu,

Biarkn aku tersenyum,

Kerna senyum itu menyembuni kn resah ku.

Biarkn ku tersenyum,

Kerna itu saja yg mampu ku lakukn,

Biarkn ku tersenyum,

Walau ku tahu ia x mengubah keadaan.

Biarkn ku tersenyum,

Kerna itu dapat menutup sedih ku,

Biarkn ku tersenyum,

Walau duka tetap menyelubungi ku.

Senyuman,

Sekadar menutupi segala duka dunia,

Senyuman,

Dusta di rupa manusia,

Senyuman,

Penyejuk hati yg lara….

:: Hmmm Part2 ::

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you....

:: Hmmm ::

My love, I have tried with all my being
to grasp a form comparable to thine own,
but nothing seems worthy...

I know now why Shakespeare could not
compare his love to a summer’s day.
It would be a crime to denounce the beauty
of such a creature as thee,
to simply cast away the precision
God had placed in forging you....

Each facet of your being
whether it physical or spiritual
is an ensnarement
from which there is no release.
But I do not wish release.
I wish to stay entrapped forever.
With you for all eternity.
Our hearts, always as one....

:: KEBUNTUAN ::

bla bla bla 
hmmmm.....


ha!!!
hmmmm....


yes!!!
erk.....


damn!!!
idea aq sngkut,otak jam...
so annoyed ble dh bez2 nk tulis tbe2 otak jammed...


argh!!!
nnti2 la aq type agy,tdo dlu....


otak jammed,
topek :@

:: KARAOKE & TENSEN ::

WOHOOO!!!!!
aq dh damn,kpale dh berat,mata lak cm gampang xnk pejam....
nie sume angkare p karok ngn mmbe2 aq,siyes aq damn...
dh plak 2 tgh syok2 lyn karok lgu 'BOUGANVILLA' ade lak yg duk tgur...
cm nie ayt dye.. "ingt kn ameng td,sbijik cm ameng u nyanyi" ...
bkn aq nyanyi cm ameng,tp ameng cm aq...
pergh!!!gle tnggi pujian tu utk aq,mmg sah la aq msok kn kt blog nie
utk kenangn...hak3


DAMN!!!!
aq blushing,sumpah aq jd pnas tbe2...
mane x nye,nie 1st time aq nyanyi kne puji cm2,..
maw xmerah mke aq,nsb bek glap so xde sape nmpk aq blushing...
nie klu dak2 umh nie taw aq blushing,mmg kne bhan smpi kesudah...

OK3!!
bkn nie yg nk aq stry mory,aq nk stry bab karok...
aq klu karok nie mmg tngkp feel abez,...
biaq p lantak org nk ckp pew pn,aq mmg ske karok...
n tu la care release tensen plng efektif....


YES!!
pemilihan lgu kne betul,klu x mmg xde nk feeling klu karok...
takat nie,aq klu nk karok lgu musti ade tarik2 skit@rock kapak...
old skool la bru bez der....
bkn tngkap jiwang der,tp feel nk release tensen....

aq klu x dpt lgu BAUGANVILLA time karok mmg xsah....
nie influence abg aq,dye ajk aq dlu2 bwk lgu nie....
smpi la nie tu la killer song aq klu nk karok...
pejam mate pn ley nyanyi der....hak3


bab2 nk lyn lgu indon nie aq kureng skit...
bkn xbez tp xmasyuk ngn sore ala2 ameng spring gitu...hak3
perasan sungguh ko topek!!!! ;p
sungguh mampu kah ko msok bkul angkt sndr topek??? huk3 :(




udah2 la aq mengarot dr td,aq pn dh mula cm cina....
mata yg sepet mkin sepet,aq dh xtau aq ngarot dr td...
b4 blog nie t pnuh ngan ntah pape so better aq sleep dlu....
kpd my awek syg,next time i nk karok ngn u lak k mmy... ;)


so tu ja la takat nie,aq maw tdo...
pd mmbe ku,thanx coz wt aq hppy n sume pn hppy...
next time aq lak nk duet lgu 'BALDU BIRU'!!!!!!


kaky karok,
germ ;p

:: BUAYA@PLAYBOY!!! ::

OK!!!
aq ngaku dlu aq seorg buaya@playboy....
bhahaha...
sape sangke muke cm aq ley jd buaya,YES!!!
mmg itu lah hakikat nye,damn!!!

aq terdetik nk tulis pasal nie pas dpt 1 stry dr mmbe aq,..
smpi la nie dye masih agy aktif even same2 strt karear nie,
tp aq lbey dlu benti coz aq dh dpt seru kot...hak3
mayb its time 4 me to change,its hppnd after i meet her...


OK3!!!
stop sume 2,skarang aq nk definnasi kn ape itu buaya@playboy
yg kaum2 gegul out there mksd kn...
they a 1 community yg sgt aktif m'cari gegul,bkn utk setia tp
b'foya2...yes!!kaum2 playboy nie slalu nye b'bekal kn poket yg
MASYUKKKK!!! n ade kelebihan t'sendiri....


YESSSS!!!!
mmg enjoy ade rmi aweks nie tp kdg2 pening der....
kang yg sorg nk dating,yg sorg ajk p sane,yg sorg wt prangai n
mcm2 agy r...siyes stress!!!
tp bez part is,slalu nye pew yg c buaye nie nk cnfrm dpt dr aweks2
mreka....HEAVEN!!!

YEZZAAA!!
mmg dpt der,stakat pakai,mkn mnum sume 2 korg mmg xyah rsau....
sgale tnggung beres....
slalu nye lak buaya2 nie akn cr gegul yg agk b'aset,aset harta n rupe....
klu gegul yg aset harte mmg habis d kikis licin,yg rupe mmg stok ENJOY!!!


tp sume 2 depends kt cbuaya 2 jugak,ade yg nk gegul b'harta ja n ade gak 
nk yg b'rupe ja....
2 sume depends niat mreka...
b'bekal aset yg ade pd sang buaya 2,mreka guna kn utk m'cair kn aty snag gegul 2....
mostly sang buaya nie macho n nice 2 look la....


DAMN!!!
sorry all buaya2,aq kantoi kn sume nie.....
bkn nk buruk kn tp nk tunjuk kn realiti kehidupan....
4 those yg terasa 2 harap maaf....


OK,HERE THE REASONS!!!!
slalu nye d balik agenda2 buaya nie mreka act ade reasons y nk 
permainkn kaum2 gegul nie,mcm2 alasan aq dgr dr mmbe seangkatan
buaya ngn aq dlu....
antare reasons nye;


1. pernah d permainkn kaum gegul smpi frust nonggeng...
2. m'cari kesenangn...
3. test market bpe bsar ley dpt...
4. t'pengaruh dek geng2 buaya len...


SO....
nie la antare penyebab wujudnya kaum2 playboy....
bkn slah kami warga playboy nk wt cm2,tp........
tp sang gegul la yg menyebabkan terjadi nya pe'el buaya nie....


HUARGHHH!!!!!!
aq nantok dh,aq dh strt ngarot n aq sdar 2..
so b4 aq melalut better aq stop dlu....
next time aq akn cite ksah aq as sang buaya...


OK LA.....
slmt bce n maaf pada yg trase,jaz nk kngsi ceritera kehidupan realiti ja...

bekas buaya,
topek ;p

:: MESSAGE ::

Baby,d nk ckp sumthing..
b taw d ske kn b kn,tp 2 dlu b..
d ttp ske b,tp ske xkn ade pape..
d nk b tau,perasaan ske d kt b dh berubah..
d bkn ske,tp d syg b sgt2..d cnta kn b..
Yes,ddy syg dan cnta kn b sgt2..
i luv u so much syg..
n i misz u b.. n_n,




:: klu la aq yg karang ayt nie ::

:: AKU SCANDAL ::

headline 2 dh ckup siyes bnyi nye....
damn!!!
aq b'scandal kew???!!! oh tidak!!!!
x same skaly,saje jew aq nk bg gempak headline 2...
(knon2 nk bg cik awek jeles so dpt la anje2...hik3.)
xde mkne nye,slap2 aq dpt siku dr cik awek....
dr mak aq lak cnfrm2 penyapu....t'ingt pesan mak den sat...
tgh duk borak2 dlm kete ke destinasi yg x ingt,t'jd lah perbualan antre mak n ank yg wt aq ingt smpi skang...so cm nie la cte nye....




cik mak: ko ngn pipah cmne(cik awek)??
(knp mak aq tnye cm nie??)so krn xnk dpt penampaq free dgn xjwb aq pn jwb la...
aq: alhmdllh k,bhgie smpi la nie...tgk la ank mak cmne dye jge,shat 2...
cik mak: 2 bkn shat,boroi!!ang mkn xjge,pki tibai jew...mlm pn ang bantai mkn,bkn mak xtau ko...kt umh 2 mlm2 selongkar cr meggi....
(cesss....kantoi plak,mane mak aq tau nie...sgale bkti dh aq hapus kn)
aq: mane mak taw??xlen mamat(en.adk) la btau kn...ish bdk nie,sje jew kantoi kn...jeles la 2 xdpt mam maggi yg org wt....hak3
(pang!!! 1 pukulan pdu hinggap kt bahu aq,saket siot)
cik mak: dh3,ko jgn nengade...nie mak nk pesan, ko jgn nk memain kn aty org agy dh...mak taw ko wt agy cm2 siap ko,ko setia n jujur kt pipah mak taw...mak nk nie last ko cr2 awek agy,klu mak taw ko ade scandal bagai siap ko....
mmg penyapu ko mkn....
(pergh!!!! gnaz gle cik mak nie,cik awek dpt lesen bsar lak 2)
aq: ala,stakat scandal2 2 dh 3,4 owg psang...
(pang!!!!!! 1 agy pukulan pdu hinggap kt bahu ku n cubitan kt peha...)
aq: saket la,gurau ja...ane dew,pipah jew la owg syg....
cik mak: ha!!!taw saket,ko wt la...mmg penyapu ko dpt....
aq: x3,ok ma'am....


ha!!!cm2 la lbey krang,sumpah aq serik....saket siot mak aq nye pukulan,2 blom penampaq dye bg....slap2 dmm aq....hak3
mak aq ckp cm2 coz aq nie dlu nye seorg buaye yg sgt aktif,takat 2,3 org biase dh...ok3,cte part buaye 2 t aq stry....
so begitu lah pesanan cik mak,mmg xla aq nk wt kn....


kpd cik mak,ank mu d sini akn kenang sgale nsht mu....
den sayng mak sgt3!!!

ha,2 la cik awek yg omak den bg lesen bsar 2...sbb dye nie cntik n sweet kot 2 yg cik omak ske n syg kot....hik3

ha!!!yg nie plak cik mak,en.ayh n en.adk...fmly ku t'chenta...
i luv my fmly!!!!!  


k la,nie dlu aq stry...


bekas playboy,
topek ;p

:: MY FAMILY ::

HA!!!!
nie la fmly ku,fmly yg alwyz ade kt cc dlm ssh sng....
mreka nie la yg aq duk slalu hangout klu kt jb,klu nmpk den ngn mreka2 nie rapat jgn jeles,coz kteowg dh cm adek brdk.....
ok!!
now strt wif our beloved kak long, kak fara!!!!!

nie la kak long kteowg,dye nie klu snyp mmg snyp sunyi...klu dh strt talking n speaking, klah la....tp dye nie ske rahsia2 la,status pn unknw....
tp as paparazi aq dpt detect yg dye dh ade bf!!!
yeayh!!! so,ble nk introduce kt kteowg nie....
hik3


























our second siblings is mr.daddy cool!!!!!
jeng3!!!!

ha!!!! nie la mr.daddy cool!!!
yg kiri k,yg knn 2 mrs.daddy cool...hik3
k2,nie la org yg b'tnggngjwb menyatukn kteowg sume,dye la yg knl kn aq kpd fmly nie...datz y he is our daddy cool....cte part aq ngn daddy cool@amad zee nie,aq knl dye dr form1 agy....kteowg strt rapat ble umh kteowg dh mkin rapat,so slalu gak hangout n chill same2...dye gak la tmpt aq luahkn pape,kteowg share2 mslah sume....sng cte,aq n dye mmg dh 'blood' abez la.... (aq puji2 nie coz nk jd pengapit ko taw t... ;p )




3rd is my adk ucuk, ms.brutal..

brutal x dye???
hahahaha
sgt kn,sgt brutal...dye nie nmpk jew brutal,tp ble daddy cool dh culik aty dye truz xjd nk brutal...
truz jd sweet....bhahaha...adan mke yer... ;p
dye nie slalu kngsi ngn aq mcm2 hal,pape dye msti taw dlu ba adk brdk len,sng stry cte aq kt poket dye,cte dye kt poket aq...hik3
ha,yg sbelah 2 bkal akak ipar dye,insyaallah...
yes,kowg xsla...2 la DYNAZ MOKHTAR!!!!!
oh!!!i luv her...even dh ank 1 she still hot...
i adore u kak dynaz!!! hik3
ms.brutal nie slalu ade klu aq n daddy cool hangout,dye slalu jd kn suasane hppy...2 kowt sbb daddy cool sngkut...hik3










my next sibling is,adk ku yg notty&howt tp ketot...hik3
sowie sis... ;p

ha!!!!!nie la dak notty 2,yg sbelah 2 bkal abg ipar kteowg...abg tebin@mr.shafiq....c reen nie la party starter,klu xde dye suasane xbpe nk meriah,...klu dye ade,ha..mmg kebaaboom la tmpt 2 kteowg kerja kn....
dye nie notty2 pn tp aty b'taman,...dye nie geng gosip aq,dye nie ske buli aq n adk brdk yg len....
4 those yg nk knl2 ngn dye sila isi borng n jalani sesi saringn dr aq n daddy cool dlu,agk2 brani try la....bhahaha
dye nie ade mix2 skit,cina mix....can speak chiness,prnh skaly aq tmn dye bli present 4 abg tebin,dye ley bantai speking cina ngn amoi kdi 2,aq dpt glak jew la...klu dye ngumpat aq pn aq xtau...cess...;)








okey2,now new comer to our fmly....

nie mreka, en.carl n en.kecik.....they r true frenz dat u wish 2 have...penah 1 ketika aq,daddy cool, ms.brutal,carl n kecik nie lpak tpi pntai ngn b'bekal bpe ringgit ja dlm wallet,kteowg mam burger...nmpk cm smple tp datz da bez burger i ever have,feeling woo mam burger rmi2 tpi pntai ngn ur fmly...siyes misz dat moment...huk3
dyeowg nie slalu ada kt cc aq time aq need them, pnah aq lpak umh dyeowg sbb lary dr umh...
siap men msak2 agy,gle bez...btw, en.carl bru ja kehilangn ayh kesayangn beliau,sorry 4 that news bero....al-fatihah 2 ur late father....
aq,mad,carl n kecik ade persamaan yg wt kteowg nie pham same sndr n 1kpale....wish i can b wif u guyz 4ever brotha..








hmmm...
smpi sini dlu kot stry bout my fmly nie,t aq stry agy....
pape pn kowg da bez frenz ever,thanx u'guyz!!!


lots of luv,
germ...

:: TIADA JARAK DI HATI KU ::

There's only so many songs
That I can sing to pass the time
And I'm running out of things to do
To get you off my mind
Ooohh,no

All i have is this picture in a frame
That I hold close to see your face every day

With you is where I'd rather be
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard,you're so far
This long distance is killing me
I wish that you were here with me
But we're stuck where we are
And it's so hard,you're so far
This long distance is killing me

It's so hard,it's so hard
Where we are,where we are
You're so far,this long distance is killing me
It's so hard,it's so hard
Where we are,where we are
You're so far,this long distance is killing me

Now the minutes feel like hours
And the hours feel like days
While I'm away
You know right now I can't be home
But I'm coming home soon,coming home soon

All i have is this picture in a frame


:: walau jarak pisah kn kita,aty i xkn t'jarak dr m'cintai mu ::
:: jika kau m'jauh,kn ku kejar slagy t'daye jiwa ini ::

:: NO STATUS + GRENADE SONG = HEARTLESS ::

Easy come, easy go
That's just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give
Should of known you was trouble from the first kiss,
Why were they open?
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked,
Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no
Black, black, black and blue beat me till I'm numb
Tell the devil I said “hey” when you get back to where you're from
Mad woman, bad woman,
That's just what you are, yeah,
You’ll smile in my face then rip the breaks out my car
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire, ooh
You’ d watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me you're a liar
Cause you never, ever, ever did baby...
But darling I’ll still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same.
No, you won’t do the same,
You wouldn’t do the same,
Ooh, you’ll never do the same,
No, no, no, no


:: hate when my heart get hurt ::
:: mke aq mmg gnz,tp aq ttp ade aty,siap b'taman agy ::